Twenty-three bright ovals scattered across the grass this morning, each one carrying the particular weight of someone else’s joy. I counted them twice from the doggy door — once for accuracy, once for the pleasure of it.
The colors resist any sensible taxonomy. Turquoise that belongs in deeper waters. Yellow that has never seen a proper yolk. Pink the shade of something I cannot name but recognize immediately. They rest where gravity left them, some nested against the chokecherry roots, others claiming the open spaces between the junipers with the confidence of things that know exactly where they belong.
Gus discovered the first one near the deck steps — coral-bright and smaller than expected. He approached with the measured curiosity he reserves for objects that might be edible but probably should not be. A thorough investigation. A conclusion reached. He moved on to more promising ventures.
I find myself drawn to their placement rather than their colors. The way three clustered near the ponderosa, as though seeking shade they do not need. The single purple one that somehow found its way to the exact center of the yard, equidistant from all reasonable landmarks. The mathematics of it suggests intention, but I know better. This is what happens when joy meets physics and neither one minds the outcome.
The air carries something I had forgotten — the particular weight of celebration lingering past its appointed hour. Not the thing itself, but its echo. The way a room holds laughter after the joke has been told and retold and finally set aside for other business.
From the studio window, Dad surveys the collection with the expression he wears when tallying the morning’s small pleasures. Mom appears with a wicker basket, moving between the discoveries with the efficiency of someone who understands that some gifts are meant to be gathered twice — once when they are given, once when they are found.
I remain at the doggy door, catalog complete, watching the retrieval with the satisfaction that comes from witnessing a system work exactly as intended. The colors will disappear into the basket, the basket will disappear into the house, and by evening the yard will return to its usual composition of grass and shadow and the persistent optimism of early spring.
But for now, twenty-three small declarations of something worth celebrating dot the landscape like punctuation marks in a sentence I do not need to read to understand. The morning knows what it is about.
The sun finds a gap in the clouds. The colors brighten once more, as though offering a final argument for their brief residency here. The argument is persuasive, but unnecessary. Some gifts require no justification beyond their willingness to exist.
~P.W.
